Subject: nuttin' much, EW

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 17:42:09
To: E.
From: L

I hope you got my phone message. I know I rambled. I hope you were able to stick through with it.

The words I said about considering breaking up over not getting a call back have been rolling and rolling through my mind as well. I would NOT have broken up with you over that, and I hope that you, who wrote yourself that you couldn't believe I would do something like that... Think about what you know about me and how I've been with you... And know that I would not do that.

Please remember how deeply shocked (I mean, I couldn't say anything to you for the longest time) and upset I was at the thought that you might want to break up. How I tried to deflect some of my hurt and fear with bad humor. Obviously, the attempt at irony of my statement was NOT funny and has done what I am afraid is irreparable damage to us.

If I could take those words back, I would. I cannot, and that will be something I truly regret. I would NOT break up with someone over an unreturned phone call.

Please think about how tender I held you that night and especially in the morning. The soft kisses goodbye. That is how I feel about you.

Will you call me? Please? please...

L.
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